Wednesday, April 27, 2011 / 7:39 PM
想你 算是安慰還是悲哀。
There are times that you are going to realise. That you aren't what you think you are. You aren't as important as you think you are, you aren't going to get what you think you should be getting, you aren't going to be who you thought you'd be.
It's got a lot to do with the friend's you're with. Sometimes you're gonna think that maybe, maybe I can do it. Just maybe, they'll look at me and see what lies beneath. Then those same people will look at you and rather than seeing you for you, the only thing they see is the person you're standing next to. You're gonna be known as the friend of a friend, and you're gonna do nothing but add on to a particular image for that person. Sometimes, that fact is going to hurt. You never thought you'd end up like that, and you don't want to think that you're like that. But at the same time, you're not gonna lie to yourself. You know you're just a sidekick.
The thing is, you've got to know that it doesn't matter. I'd say that thats the most important thing. If you've ever, hated the feeling of being judged, taking on a role you despise, being less than who you wanted to be. If doesn't matter. You don't have to have it all. What makes you happy, find that one thing that makes you still believe that there are better things out there. You just haven't found it. You don't need all the attention, hog the limelight. Just that one moment of curtain call is enough to let that one person who really matters to see your face bathed in that momentary yet deserving light. That one moment, is what you need to grasp on to, and show that one person what they've found. One person's silent yet enduring cheer is worth more than thousands of applause that ends once the show is over.
Nothing can hurt you, you're the one who lets that happen.
You are who you are. You don't have to show the world that, just stay true and for sure. Sooner or later, someone out there will see you shine. And they will never, ever leave.
Sounds idealistic, doesn't it. But then I realised, it's happened.
因为一个人，我开始明白也相信了这些他坚持着的道理。
是他让我有信心接受一切的委屈，一切的质疑。他也曾经是一个被轻视的宝石。
现在，有越来越多人开始发现他其实有多好。从他的故事，我看见了自己。看见了自己的自卑和思想的错误。
