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*NATALIE!
if one of us is lying, there's no use in trying, no need to pretend.
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為自己玩個夠 我想要自由// 為自己不囉嗦 打死不白活
賭一把我的夢 拼力唱到最後
天誅地滅 我就是我
SS501♥ .//김규종; Above and beyond.
Above and beyond
Not just another fandom, forever and always.
AlienHuang黃鴻升; Like no other, more than I ever imagined.
U-Kiss.//Soohyun ^^
2PM [jangwooyoung/leejunho], mickeyparkyoochun, leeseunggi.
In KPOP, SS501 are The Ones while U-Kiss are like my little babies and 2PM's the eternal eyecandy with YooSu being my guilty little pleasure.
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Monday, October 18, 2010 / 8:16 PM
can't face this focus at heart between me and love;
And I'd fall in love with you all over again, I want that to happen again. I miss him.
I don't know. When I was all over him, I neglected SS501.
And now when I'm returning (no, not totally yet) to 501 I'm neglecting him?
WLE I feel so f-ing guilty.
But it's like, I don't really watch YLBFB anymore. I can't sit through a whole hour.
It's not that they're not funny, but they're both maturing -alot. It's obvious, really. Not that I don't love him cos he ain't that retarded cute stupid annoying immature person anymore. But it's, hard to spazz about what I loved about him. Especially when Twitter is constantly flooded with 501. And I don't check Facebook or whatever for updates cos of the fact that there isn't any.
I know that he's special. With all of my heart.
But with nothing to go on, I don't know what to do D:
It's not anyone's fault I don't really watch BFB anymore -it's my problem. But I don't WANT to be like that, y'know. I don't want to lose him. He's not any less important to me than 501 is to me.
He's of paramount importance. All 6 of them are.
I've been through this before, with 501.
Last year, December? I was spastic over....SHINee I think? Sigh. Though now I really do know what SHINee is to me. 501 was is above and beyond.
So what, am I going to realise that Gui's above and beyond too?
Beyond 501?
Kay hahah who am I kidding thats ridiculous.
I guess its just becoming a different level of fandom.
Like what happened with 501.
If its like that.
Then I guess its good.
I mean,
it really did use to be that crazed fangirl mode. Like what it was with SS501 at first.
So now.
It's different?
Hahah I hope so, (: Kay I just helped myself and stopped being confused.
I hope,
I realise that I only post my thoughts about fandoms.
because what happens in my life, the personal/emotional stuff.
I like to keep quiet about them. ^^
Labels: 501love, saranghaeyo
