Wednesday, October 6, 2010 / 9:07 PM
只是无法属于我一个人;
I think I'm falling for you,
-Fallin' For You,
Colbie CallaitOkay I really
never expected myself to start liking him. And I surprised myself when I was watching this fancam of his concert and found myself feeling nothing but admiration. I don't know, but it took me by surprise and it really isn't like anything I've ever felt before for kpop. Its like, a triangle. Yes, a triangle.
Cos we were talking about this before, and Kyu's like a circle. 360degrees,totally and absolute. And Gui's this square, but he's a triangle.
One point for admiration, another for respect, and another for a special liking I can't really define at this point in time.
I haven't started liking him for very long, but he went straight to the top.
I may not really understand why or how right now, but there's something special about him.
He makes me happy, everyone loves him.
Maybe its because of the fact that
everyone loves him, that I'm not really sure why I do? Ah this is confusing.
But he's there, for sure.
I'm not an Airen, that'd be an overstatement and like all those 'Shawols' who ran around screaming only when Lucifer came out.
I have a feeling though, that he isn't gonna be leaving my thoughts any time soon.
I don't spazz over him, nor do I have anything much to say about him cos I don't really know much. But the past few days have seen him lingering around and changing my opinion of fandoms.
As MinAh said, “I understood why everyone really likes Lee Seung Gi and thought this is a different kind of fandom than what is typical, and knowing that I couldn’t help but to anticipate good things.”
Cos it's kind of exactly what I think.
He's more mature and focused than many 23 year-olds, probably because of all the sunbaes he works with. [Excluding SS501 cos they're special like that, and in different leagues. And no I'm not being biased.]
I can see why he has a million noona fans. He's young, but he definitely gives off this sense of maturity and seniority that anyone would be willing to call him Oppa.
Awww, I would too.
I mean, I never called Kyu, "Kyu-oppa" cos it sounds weird and funny and, yeah.
But for him, it sounds really right, like he really is befitting of it.
I don't love him like I love Gui, nor do I unexplainably ship him like I do Kyu.
It's in a whole different category which isn't as easy to explain nor understand.
But I'm gonna take my time.
I could say I hate and am annoyed at new fans of groups like SHINee or whoever. But now I've ended up having the zzzng for someone who's already debuted for 6 years. Never actually appreciating him until now.
He's nice, special nice. This is a start of something good.
I feel like that time when I was starting my journey into being a TripleS.
I have nothing to say no more.
I'll post more after EYAs.
No matter the number of tags. (Y)
Labels: oppa
