Sunday, October 10, 2010 / 1:04 AM
等我們的愛重生;
4 more days till the EYAs are over.
I'm so excited. I'll be watching all the dramas I have on that list right there.
I really shouldn't have started on Playful Kiss. I went through the 12 episodes I managed to refrain myself from watching in 2 days. Right in the middle of the exams. I can't believe myself :o
Sigh. I was thinking about 501 yesterday, probably why that post came up.
And I was thinking if I would possible change my bias, from Kyu to Leader. And I know that I'm only thinking about this most likely because Leader's in the drama, and Kyu's on....twitter.
Awww but Kyu wve ill always be my ultimate bias. I kind of know that for a fact.
Kind of like, Kyu's my bias but I would jump on Leader. (That was a quote)
Hahahah Kyu's undefeatable. Just that Leader's irresistable.
Kay but thats not the point.
Stupid RGS. Makes me think so much.
When you're 13, you're not supposed to be worrying over what university course you'll be taking on. You shouldn't be worrying about what job you're gonna have because you don't have a real passion for anything in particular.
What will I become in 10 years? 20 years?
I really have no idea.
How am I going to build up my career, my life when I'm not under my parents' roof anymore.
I don't really need to worry about this. But I can't help but seriously wonder if I'll be able to get a decent job, and be able to provide and sustain.
Kpop isn't gonna last forever.
There's a difference between kpop and TripleS. One's a commitment, the other's a phase. There's gonna come a time I lose that interest and would I allow my life to be an empty shell of boredom and obligations.
I'd love to go 15 years forward to see how I end up.
.
Kpop's a BIG thing, but it isn't essential.
It's just a music genre, for god's sake. It's different from being a fan. And if you're in ALL the fandoms. A+, B2UTY, BlackJack,
everything. Then I'd be highly suspicious if it'll last.
Look at Shinhwa Changjo then look at your fandom.
I need to get a life. Seriously.
I've been focused on one thing for too long.
Labels: believe, ramblings