Thursday, August 5, 2010 / 8:51 PM
我喜欢你的眼, 看着我的眼;
Today was, better?
Hahaha, Nicole stupidly sprained her ankle.
Missing Aesthetics. I missed, 10 minutes? My bag's design is almost done. Thank god I came up with a way too simple design. Oh well, as long as I like it. P&C teacher's nice. I like.
I'm liking needlework. You know, I used to have this thing against sewing. I couldn't sew for anything. But now it's, calming. Especially when I have my earpieces plugged in. And all that matters is whether the thread's tangled, whether the needle's going where it's supposed to be.
And nothing else matters except the music, the needle going in and out. In and out.
Repetitive. Simple.
A long weekend, I think we all need the break.
I don't really know what came over me last night, yesterday.
It was like, a whole wave of self-doubt. Oversensitivity. Of regrets that came too late?
I don't know. And I didn't like it, not at all.
It was like, this enormous weight on my chest.
Weight of unknown substances.
I think I've been taking things too seriously, thinking too much into things. Caring too much about things not worth my time.
Or rather, people I find worthy of my attention. But when it turns out I probably don't mean as much to them, I can't accept the idea that they're not worth it if I'm not worth it.
I wonder if that was understandable.
Oh well.
I think the next 5 days will be a good time to rest. And think over things.
Not like what happened yesterday, when everything was jumbled up and my brain got choked up.
I think I've really got to start getting more sleep.
Gosh,
it's like a never-ending cycle.
Sometimes, repetition has got it's drawbacks.