Wednesday, June 2, 2010 / 7:01 PM
我怕太超現實的快樂 只是你借給我的;
I have decided to post up fanfic here. Whee. So you people should feel honoured. Not like many people come here either but anywayy, thats not the point. I don't care if nobody comes here, heh.
It's not as good as Joyce's stories, so, too bad if you want to compare. And it's going to be stupidly cliche. But, once again, I never said I'm good. Just practicing my writing. It's most probably going to be random things that pop into my mind. Maybe I'll start a full chapter fic, only if I have time and I'm actually bothered to finish it. :D
His lips were salty as they covered mine. Our eyes didn't close, just stared at each other with the thousands of unspoken words between them. A desperateness seeped onto my tongue as I realised how much I needed him to stay. It was all I could do to stop pouring everything I was feeling into him, because I wasn't worthy of him and I knew it. He was all I could see ever since the day he stormed into my life, with his honest expression and that attraction that's sucked me right in. I couldn't stop, not now. Not when he's leaving so soon.
Let him be a dream that swept through my life like a hurricane. Come and gone, with damage left behind that would be impossible to fix. He shouldn't have arrived, straight out of my fairytales. A loss of reality isn't good for someone like me. Someone who should always know where she stands.
This is what comes out of having someone you could never keep, someone you shouldn't have met in the first place. You forget that you have to let go. And when you have to, it'll hurt like nothing ever has before.
But for now, I'll be the fool that lets the show go on. The silly girl falling for the prince meant for the princess. The one who'll end up with the scars. The extra who'll be forgotten when the curtains finally go down.
I am not proud of this. Hmm.
But I had this image in my mind, I just can't find the words to make it more alive. Nevermind, practice.
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