Saturday, June 5, 2010 / 1:35 AM
是幸運還是不可思議;
I just think it's just, sad when one loses a fandom.
It's not like you didn't really like whoever loads. Not like you didn't love him. But when he just starts to fade from your life, or he changes to be someone different from who you first fell in love with. Then you'll look at everything you bought to support him, then try to remember the passion behind all that money spent, and fail to recognise the reason behind all the enthusiasm.
Then your friends will all be surprised. Not to mention thinking, huh. I knew this was going to happen some day.
And so you won't admit it.
Forcing yourself to talk about him, whom you really don't give two shits about anymore. Looking at who he is at present, and thinking, I miss him.
(Not him, but who I used to see him as. )
It'll never happen to him.
I hope it won't happen to
him.
I'm not posting about my life here anymore, there's not much to say.
But for what means more than just a bit to me, I guess it'll come here.
No matter who comes here.
I don't care what they think about what I think anymore.
At least, not here.
Labels: kyukyu, saranghaeyo
